Teach me How to Fear, Lord

Teach me how to fear Lord,
teach me not to question your wisdom,
views on pestilance and encourage to commit mass murder,
subject our women as inferior beings and stoning our children,
for i will go to hell.

An eternity banished from what is the whole, divine, fruitful and ascimilic truth.
Install that sense of fear inside me as a young child. The bible said to me:
"the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding"

What we need in these modern times need a greater understanding of life aside of what is the Gospel Truth. Try it, for we are told
"you will know the truth and the truth will set you free"
Lets start opening our minds and our hearts towards people more in this world, thats how my church interprets that.
Lets not worry about who they love in their hearts and hope in their souls.
I am starting my own church. My church is about understanding. In faith, in ourselves and of each other. Its not going to be a crazy branch out faith where we worship Yoda and we put you through a training course to be a jedi, NO

We will not put you through a rigourous, self analytical quest for power and salvation in ones self thinly disguised as a worldwide business venture in which one is programmed to believe a successful science fiction writer, (NO)
and i will certainly not be residing on a secluded kentish farmland, worshipping the devil, surrounded by naked wanton teenage, dark haired, supple breasted, pale skinned young girls all awaiting my every word at my beckon call and each taking their turn bearing my children.... (well not at first anyway)

Why am i starting my own church, i hear you cry heresy?
What gives me the right? I hear you blaspheme!

Rev: I dont think that we need to be trained in life, we have parents, friends and partners who give us the inspiration, guidance and help where needed, the fact that these people have been touched by God is irrelavent. We learn as we go along and in certain terms we make mistakes of course, but we learn from them. Drugs for example, I have experimented in my youth as most people have. I am not an advocate of any sorts though. I have spent a large amount of time counselling and in some terms trying to save my friends lives who have been touched by their bad experiences. This is bad judgment and has nothing to do with the devil. I
have had good times on drugs and i have bad times on drugs but i have also had good and bad relationships but i am not giving up on women.
God created all men equal in his ultimate vision but we are all so different.
That does not i was or am addicted or have an addiction at all.
If anything, i am addicted to the feeling of Love and i seem to have it ripped away from me voilently every time, leaving me wallowing in a sense of self pity and abandonment.
I believe that the experiences that i have had, have had a positive effect.

Never raped anyone, never beat on anyone, never killed anyone, never robbed anyone, never shot anyone.
Enjoyed and learned from my experience and went about my day.

God created everything that we see around us, so who are we to say that he made a mistake by creating Marijuana and other substances?

Man: The young and the naive do not see or recognize danger until it is on top of them grabbing them by the throat.Some of us are fortunate enough that do not cost us or cause us too much damage (outwardly), you can never tell what damage has occured inwardly: physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally, unless you were to have done a before and after test.

The young and naive never think about the consequences: addiction, brain damage, sterility and a multiple of other consequences, including the social, far outweigh the positive (outward) benefits: temporary peasure.
I speak from experience because my best friend is still suffering today, though as far as i know, he has come clean and still is. He is much better now, thank God.
He owns a hotel, thanks to the contributions of his loving, supportive family; however, he is far from healthy. All of the years of abuse has taken its toll, and they all started with a little marijuana, that he and his older brother used to cultivate, and though I do not know this for sure, possibly even sold. He certainly, like many young people did not listen to the wisdom of his parents.
God created a lot of things that we have not used wisely. We have created weapons of mass destruction out of raw materials that can be used for our benefit. The reason, i believe, that God told Adam and Eve not to eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, was not because he wants to be a killjoy, keeping good things from us, unlike the serpent explicitly said, but because once they had eaten from it, they did not have the capacity to handle the new found knowledge. That knowledge corrupted them. God wanted to teach them everything that they would have needed little by little. The devil always tempts us to have it now.
He doesnt warn us however of the consequenses.
They should have listened to the wisdom of God.The bible says:
"The fear of the Lord (seeing God for who he is, awesome) is the beginning of wisdom and knowledge of the Holy one is understanding"